Choronzonic Meditations
Last night. 38 minutes Asana, the 'God' form. Listening to Demitria Monde Thraam's 'New World Chaos' which I was lucky enough to get burnt for me by a friend (I'd buy it if I had the means... honest.).
Went through 7 tracks. It feels good to get back into the Choronzon current again, had forgotten the feel of it. The first two tracks seemed like the establishment of the force. Like invokations. But I wasn't really into the relaxed, open state while those played. Probably missed something. The third track, 'Current' is like an accumulation of force, or a train ride to some other place - The Choronzon express. Track 4, Button Pushers, made me feel waves of energy through from my feet to my head. In part it was the contrast between it and track 3 which did that. Track 5: Expression of contempt, against G. W. Bush Administration, and values assosciated with him. Track 6, I don't remember. Started getting distracted about then. By the end of the 38 minutes I'd started having visions of a kind of Whore of Initiation. A Babalon type figure. Interesting. I'm going to continue going through the tracks, then eventually do it over again when my ability to concentrate and relax myself improves.
Those are all personal impressions. I don't have that on any authority other than how I interpreted the experience.
I wouldn't like to do that with the P. Emerson stuff. I find it scary and harsh at the best of times, often can't listen to it. Sensitive I guess. Should break that aversion at some point.
Went through 7 tracks. It feels good to get back into the Choronzon current again, had forgotten the feel of it. The first two tracks seemed like the establishment of the force. Like invokations. But I wasn't really into the relaxed, open state while those played. Probably missed something. The third track, 'Current' is like an accumulation of force, or a train ride to some other place - The Choronzon express. Track 4, Button Pushers, made me feel waves of energy through from my feet to my head. In part it was the contrast between it and track 3 which did that. Track 5: Expression of contempt, against G. W. Bush Administration, and values assosciated with him. Track 6, I don't remember. Started getting distracted about then. By the end of the 38 minutes I'd started having visions of a kind of Whore of Initiation. A Babalon type figure. Interesting. I'm going to continue going through the tracks, then eventually do it over again when my ability to concentrate and relax myself improves.
Those are all personal impressions. I don't have that on any authority other than how I interpreted the experience.
I wouldn't like to do that with the P. Emerson stuff. I find it scary and harsh at the best of times, often can't listen to it. Sensitive I guess. Should break that aversion at some point.
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